Three weeks

Today marks three weeks of eating healthy and exercising very consistently. I can't even begin to tell you how good I feel, and how proud I am of myself. It hasn't been all that difficult although I have had a couple of days where I feel chronically hungry.

Another thing that I haven't done for three weeks....binge! I have been so excited about that...I can't even tell you! I have been strictly counting my calories, and I make sure to have some available for a snack after Nate goes to bed while I watch a show. That's been working for me so far. I have had the urge a couple of times, but I keep telling myself that this is forever....and for my life. If I don't take care of myself now, who knows how long I will be around. That sounds morbid, but that is my why at the moment. It isn't to look good or to be able to buy cuter clothes. It really is so I make sure that that I do my best to grow old with Jim and watch Nate become a family man himself.

It has been a good three weeks, and I am so glad that I am on this journey again and hopefully I have started the journey for the very last time...but I hope to be on the journey forever.