Angry today

I am angry today. I can't even begin to put words to the amount of anger, frustration, and sadness I have over being sick for so long. I had all of these grand plans for things to get done this week, and none of them have happened. GRRR!

I was back at the doctor on Tuesday after telling the nurse on Monday that I was feeling better. Ha! Anyway, saw Dr. Moyer on Tuesday, and after taking half of my blood (okay just kidding only 5 vials) they are testing me for a bunch of atypical diseases now. Valley Fever is one of them, and then a bunch I can't pronounce. I won't know results for a week or more since the blood was sent to North Carolina for testing. I want an answer. I don't even care what it is at this point. Just figure out what it is, and get me on the right medication. If all of these come back negative, they are sending me to a specialist.

I missed the entire spring. I missed a lot of "Kelly" time while Nate was at school. I missed a lot of activities of Nate's. I have missed 36+ spin classes. I have missed being an employee.

Sigh...I am angry today.