Some complaining :(

I love Nate. I need to start by saying that because mainly today...I want to duct tape him to his bed and throw away all of his toys. Gee...that sounds a bit harsh doesn't it?

Parenting is the hardest job that I have ever had. And..I have had some really hard jobs. I have milked cows (during the flooding in Tucson in 1992), I have waited tables and had a man throw a hamburger at me because it wasn't cooked to his liking...so see? Some tough things I have done, but I knew I always got to go home and get away from it. Now...it follows me where ever I go! At least he goes to school.

Now that I have that out of my system...I feel a bit better.

We are supposed to get 6-10 inches of snow tonight. If we do, we won't have school and I am not sure how I will get to work. But...I love snow!!!! So I am hoping for a blizzard :-)

Eating right has not been a priority lately. I wish that it was, but I can't seem to get past the fact that I use food to feel better in the moment. Then, of course, I feel terrible afterward. Vicious cycle! I am aware of what I am doing, and there are days that I don't all of the crap that I want to eat. Also...so far I have not had even one Christmas cookie. I will take the small victories where I get them :)

Enough complaining for today...